Day Off

Today was my day off from work, it was such a great day of rest! My week was super busy!!! Dealing with craziness at work, semi being rejected (lol) …. And dealing with other personal things.. It was nice to just relax. I had plans to do something fun today but it was home-bound today.

I slept in til about 11:30pm CST. It was very much needed… I was sleeping in a different room and not on my bed for two weeks…God i missed my bed. I played with make up today trying to apply false lashes. I had a couple of conversations with some loved ones.

Been thinking about cosplaying today. My hair is purple and I was watching Teen Titans Go and was inspired by Raven 💜.

I spent the remainder of the way working on graphix for the BirthdayBlowout for SWOKps next week!!!

And watching plan with me videos on YouTube. I also ended up eating dinner with my lovely parents at Rib Crib which is always a blessing. I love them both. I ordered a delicious Santa Fe Spud and water. Gotta love baked potatoes.

As my night is ending and starting a New day, I am watching Plan With Mes by STICKWITNESHOP. ..her planning style is super cute!

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BEING ACCOUNTABLE

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As a business woman, I do believe when their are policies that are for the betterment of your business that they should be equally enforced and respected. Every member or employee should be held accountable for their actions.  As a woman who has friends or relations with others, I still hold people to be held accountable for their own actions.

I speak about this “Accountability ” because many times in life there will be times where things are required or expected to be held or respected and when they are not .. of course there are consequences. Those consequences should be the same across the board.

I’ve been dealing with some very unprofessional things at my workplace, not my personal business( due to the fact its only me) , but my 9-5 as the world calls it. There are things that have been going on, that no ones has spoken up about due to the backlash or unjustified termination that happens.  I have been praying for almost 3-4 months that something changes, unfortunately 4 amazing people that I’ve grown close to have been removed for the dumbest and unfair reasons. I strongly disagree with those in a higher position abusing their power to where things that happen outside of work become the foundation of terminating employees, and covering up the reason with work policy violation.

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just a rant… ❤ stay blessed

Mr. Right or Mr. Right Now?

👉Its been a few days since Flounder went back to his place of residence and it seems as if its been months. Yes its been a couple of moments that I wish I was not so guarded because we all have been hurt in life. I would be lying if I said his presence and kindness was not gratefully appreciated or missed, because it highly is. Just still learning him from a different angle. My heart has recently been under construction due to my constant need for it to have a nee care taker..but they never stick around or my low tolerance for disrespect ends up causing me to be alone.👈

☝Is it wrong to have standards for the man you want to spend the rest of your life with? Should I really feel awful for wanting to be completely in love with a man before I claim him as the father of my future child(ren) or his last name💍?

I want me a man that has the heart of a lion but is a protector as well, no soft heart is not bad or wrong..but a man should learn when to have it on his sleeves and when it needs to be protected. I need him be the missing part of the foundation I want my family built on. Someone my son can look up to and know how and what it takes to be a MAN. There is nothing wrong with a man who shows his emotional side..just has to understand the values of being a Man; and what it means within himself. Acknowledging his self value. Realizing that he is the stature that his little girl will use as an expectation when finding her true love. Someone who is not to rough but not so soft that it’s questionable. Creating that everlasting security every time he is around.🔒

Many would love to be up underneath their lover and not care and by all means there is a time and place for that. My Mr. Right needs to find his purpose in something that make him who he is, not me. I need him to listen with his ears and his heart. I am a handful, but with my history in the love department ..💔I refuse to have another Mr. Right now! I want to be a priority but not the only one nor the only one that matters. Every strong man has his identity and reflects on the one he calls his…but his identity isn’t because of her. A strong man that leads his house into happiness and joy.

💗My heart yearns for that day, potential is there, and I know its not going to happen like over night.

The Queen turned 28

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imageimage  I am still trying to gather the idea that I am 28 years old, nothing really feels different age wise but, I am not the same young woman from the beginning of my 27th year. I know what I capable of as well as what kind of people I do not need in my life. I accept what was not met to be and and what is. There are many people that once were important to me that I truly have been living without for months even years. I still have a long road ahead to accomplish things that I would love to finish. I am a business owner under the age of 30! I strive to make a difference in life some way. This year as I enter my 28th year of life, I took the step to leave town for a week and celebrate my birth with a very special friend. I did not want to be cooped up in a house doing the same going out to dinner and doing nothing. We planned a trip to Orlando Florida,as you read in the previous post. On June 1st,2018, I walked the grounds of The Magic Kingdom of Disney world theme park , that entire day I felt that no one could ruin it. I was where I wanted to be. I didn’t need anything else. I was free to just enjoy the atmosphere.34160860_1816519678651274_4051164555479351296_n

imageimage I watched Minnie and Mickey dance on the balcony of the Magical castle during the Disney festival of friendship show..which was in great sight. Standing in a line for almost 45 minutes to take picture with Ariel! DSCN0497I felt as if all my worries for that entire day were gone. Spinning in the Mad Tea Party laughing and smiling from ear to ear. We stopped at the Emporium stores to grab our Free Happily Ever After Button pin, celebrating 🎇5 long years of being friends.📷 Snapping photos every so often so memories could be frozen in time.

imageimage If it wasn’t for me to take a leap of faith and trust my best friend . I would have never experienced it. He was so much fun to have around. My twin always told me”find you someone who enjoys things just as much as you do.” Kendrick definitely is that person, kind and sweet, some things I’m new to, but in due time it could be something worth every nervous feeling.

imageimageWe had Fiesta Tater tots from Pinocchio Village Haus, White Chocolate Rice Krispies from the Big Top, Cheshire tail from the Cheshire cafe, lunch in Tomorrowland at Auntie Gravity Galactic Goodies where Kendrick and I shared a Bacon-cheeseburger with fries, and plenty of water and other snacks we brought along. We went on a little ride called the Barnstormer next to then Dumbo the Flying Elephant ride in the Fantasy land .

Amazingly this year almost majority of my facebook friends wished me a Happy Birthday on my timeline, as well received some calls, which was nice to get that day, went swimming at the hotel for about an hour or two , then got ready for Dinner . I am such a Chinese head.. no matter where I go, which is what we had.
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imageimageMy birthday this year was simply great, I am ready and eager to see the woman I will become six months from now. I am strong, brave, intelligent and very much loved by some amazing people. I know that there will be times, were I do not feel that my existence matter here on earth,or that maybe I am not pretty but I am human.

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A little Magic

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  It has been about 4 years since I got to walk the paths of Disney World Theme parks. It was a great at the first time, but this time I wanted to make sure I got to see everything without delay.  May 31st- June 2nd ,2018 I went to Disney World Theme Parks with my best friend Kendrick Tucker.  It Truly was magical.

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   We started our Magical Journey at the Walt Disney World Animal Kingdom. I actually got to see the entire park and it was so Beautiful. It was cloudy and very humid, but it was still a great experience.

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Of course there was a $22 parking fee, which I was not aware of, but we later found out we only pay once a day as long as we have our pass or receipt to show at the window.  The parking lot was super huge!  Our first parking area was Goofy!  Kendrick went up to the entry window to pick up our passes which made it all too real. I was super excited to start the adventure around the Animal Kingdom.

 

 

There are tons of things to learn and do here at the Animal Kingdom, rides, structures, or become a Wilderness Explorer where you can earn 28- 30 different Badges completing tasks, or learning about different things.  Ken and I managed to complete about 16 of those badges. We learned so many different things, and meet some interesting Wilderness Explorer Mentors along the way.

The way the entire theme park was laid out structure wise was simply beautiful. I loved all the waterfalls and evergreens, as well as how they made each region come to life with plants, animals, and foods. 

 

My favorite part about the Animal Kingdom( as well as Ken’s) was  the most , is how the entire park is inspired by saving the entire earth and its creatures that live within it. We traveled to Rafiki’s Outpost by train of course to the Conservation Station. We’re we earned 4 of our badges , but also seeing how important recycling truly is, as well as making sure you do everything to save animals, how they have to sometimes do surgeries on these beautiful creatures because they sometimes eat things their not supposed to. Learning what animals eat, how they survive and sometimes how they use their talents for protections and cleanliness.

 

 

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We got to take a picture with DOC MCSTUFFINS ❤ I found a New Love for her hahaha! “Time for your check up”DSCN0415

We shared some really yummy foods while we were here at the Animal Kingdom.  Mickey Ice cream, Mickey Pretzel,  Powerades, and cinnamon almonds

My favorite structures of the park were the Tree Of  Life which is located in the Center of the park, DSCN0286and the Pandora Section ( which was not done when I went there the first time). We did not get on any of the rides at the Animal Kingdom, due to the long lines which was my fault.. I don’t like waiting.. lol .

 

I am not sponsored or paid to make this post .. it was simply my own thoughts and experiences at the park. If you have the chance to go it is very much worth every penny!

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FIND A CURE

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October has many great Awareness that are important , and no cancer of any kind is good! Week three of the #Nycpaswackyspreads is ThinkPink in honor of Breastcancer.  So many women don’t even know the risk they have . Cancer sees no color nor age and it’s just a terrible thing in this life . I am not a big pink person but in October it’s the only time I wear pink.  I  placed these two themes in my Happy Planner 

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MAMBI HAPPY PLANNER

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When the week started

When the week came to an end 

SWOKPS- Meet up 10/9/16

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   After being in New York and experiencing planner girl obsessions which I loved very much, I was on a search to be apart of a Planner group in Oklahoma  on facebook. I came across Oklahoma Planner addicts on facebook, and then a lovely Lady by the name Jackie, introduced me to the lovely ladies of SWOKPS .

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 My mom, my friend Erika and I were invited  to be apart of this amazing group. The Planner Meetup  which was held on Oct.9th,2016 was very laid back and fun. It was so great to be around wise women and to share what I love to do with my mom. I was super excited to find this group because,not only are they cool women , they all are creative and super sweet.

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My mom had a wonderful time, and it was surprising to me, because she always told me that I was crazy, and had enough planners and stickers and now she is one too. She won a prize and received a New Day Designer Planner ,her face lit up with joy.

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 ^ The Infamous planner stack!^

Anyone in the Southwestern part of Oklahoma who is a planner girl and needs a group to be apart of , please consider SWOKPS because, they welcomed us with open arms and I am proud to be a SWOKPS member 😀

IG: @swokps

Whats a planner meet up without a Swag Bag? Our first meet here in oklahoma as a family and my mom received everything below as well as the Planner and the Create Journal and pencilsIMG_4432.JPG

 

 

NewYork 2016: Week One

image  August 30th,2016, I flew from Oklahoma to New York to Visit my big sister and my nephew. I have not seen them in six months, and with everything that I am going through mentally and emotionally it was very much needed to be around my sister.  I have been to New York before but, not long enough to enjoy the air.

Flying out of Will Rogers airport at 11:30 am to Charlotte,North Carolina for a 3 hour layover, which was not that bad. It was so awesome to be in the Tar Heel State, and even with tempation of Tar Heel and Panther apparel everywhere i kept my composure.

When I was flying over New York and saw the lights it was super beautiful! Seeing my sister was awesome, I did not cry at all, I am sure leaving will cause water works though.

DAY ONE : Wednesday August 31st,2016

Got my metro card(transportation pass) and we went grocery shopping as well as checking Target for planner goods.  It is a lot of walking but, definitely not something to complain about . I am getting all my exercise while  I  am here .

DAY TWO: Thursday September 1st,2016

It was a very gloomy day and it was raining so we stayed inside all day. My sister and I were planing in our Happy Planners while my nephew was sleep. We ate some yummy Chili and Sweet potato fries.  Watches the Secret life of Pets, which was a cute movie . We were jamming to Pandora and just bonding with each other, telling her about love, work and other everyday things.

DAY THREE: Friday September 2nd,2016

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My sister was OFF and we went to NYC! Time Square is an amazing place to be! Went to the Disney store, couldn’t find the Little Mermaid collection that I was looking for but, it was an experience . Met some Rappers that were selling their cds, and pursuing their dreams. The Naked Cowboy and cast members of Broadway shows were on the sidewalks as we traveled to other parts of NYC.

DAY FOUR: Saturday September 3rd,2016  

Exploring with my Sister , Nephew and my brother in laws  roommate (Who gave me my Bluetooth headset) went to wall street , and staten island where I got on the Staten Island Ferry and see the Statue Of Liberty. The beautiful Skyline of Manhattan from the boat.  Another amazing trip to Time Square where it got a little dark and you can see a little more of the lights of the beautiful scenery. A street performance was doing flips and somersaults over people.  Watched a Spraypaint artist create a painting of New York City and it was really beautiful. We went to the first part of Central Park, which is  a Huge by the way!!! Rice Black beans and Chicken is was was for dinner.

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DAY FIVE: Sunday September 4th,2016

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My first Planner meetup! Which was the most amazing thing to encounter! I met some of the owners of my Favorite Etsy Sticker shops, learning about the background stories on how they started planning. My Planner Buddy Jennifer Sole was there and it was pleasure meeting her as well. Super sweet person. Learning about different planners . Finding my new Target Dollar Spot Planner..

DAY SIX : Monday September 5th,2016

HAPPY LABOR DAY!!! It was a chill and have a rest day for everyone. Washed some laundry, which took about an hour, walked back to the house… and just relaxed , watched Youtube Videos on Travelers Notebooks, and Plan With me’s, while I assembled my new Target Dollar Spot Planner. Finished the day with a Chicken Salad which was super yummy.

NYC Planner Addicts Brunch

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    Hey!!! All my planner gals and stationery lovers!  I just wanted to share my 1st experience of a Planner meetup! I am visiting my big sister in New York for about 3 weeks, and the first week simply flew by. I will be making more blog posts about my trip, I am actually playing catch up! Sorry for the delay of posts, so much has been going on, I will Catch you all up to speed!

  If you’re in New York and are into Planners and meeting new awesome girls make sure you Join this group! You won’t be sorry or regret it. I pray to find one in Oklahoma when I get back home.

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 NYC Planner Addicts Facebook Group!

 Follow them on IG @nyc_planner_addicts

I truly had an amazing time! I met so many sweet girls that love to do what I do. I met Diana of Sugarygalshop! which was like the coolest thing ever!14224898_1576227596013818_504177088989973146_n

My awesome NYC Planner buddy! follow her on IG @Plannerjenny Shes been my planner buddy since last year November ❤

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  All the lovely ladies of the NYC Planner Addicts ❤

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   Seeing everyone’s planner and hearing how they all started off into this obsession and therapy was simply amazing. from Erin Condrens, Traveler’sNotebook to Happyplanners. so many different styles and creativities .

 

June 2016 Recap

 

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* It is crazy how there is only 6 months of 2016 left!It is very scary how fast life truly passes by. June has been a emotional Rollercoaster if I may say myself.  Highs and lows just like every other month, but this month as been a very challenging one!

Of course the beginning of the month started with mixed feelings and thoughts. I turned 26 on the first, (which honestly caused a wake call) It was not a great year of celebrating my 26 years on this earth ,but I am very grateful for having another day above ground.  The older you get, celebrating your birthday truly just becomes another day.

* A childhood friend  and I made amends to give our friendship one more try , which in my eyes was a blessing and a moment for growth in my eyes. I never thought we were going to be friends again because, how we ended our friendship 5-6 years ago.

*Finally took the first step in getting my license(ABOUT TIME!!), downloaded the Driver’s Manual for my state and began to read it. I am currently 3 chapters to finishing it, then I will go take my written test.  I am a little disappointed in myself for not reaching my goal of having it before my birthday, but I’m almost there. Procrastination at its finest..lol..not anymore more.

*I had to make some very hard decisions this month dealing with what is best for my life, growth and health. Removing people that would rather complain and be misunderstanding to my ways of making important changes for my life.  Standing up for my own right to life, even if it met other being mad for the choices

*Cupid has placed me in an awkward situation when he hit me with that stupid arrow! Dealing emotions, and distracting moves that make no sense at this time.

*Mxdbreedgraphix has become a hot commodity, which is a blessing as well as creating another level of growth in myself. I became apart of a Full Fledge Entertainment which, I am very honored , and blessed about being apart of this organization. It has been  very challenging for me ,due to the fact that I am working with different personalities. I have been filled with joy and happiness that I get the chance to show my talent, I know God is putting me in this place to see if I am truly ready to take this one full time!

As the month is rapidly coming to an end, and looking back at it, I am not in a rush to make major moves that can affect and set me back.