BeYouTiful Style :Hair

Every beautiful individual is blessed with his or her own style. This is something that makes you who you are wether it’s the way you wear your hair, the clothes you like, the men or women your attracted to . Style is you personal brand that sets you apart from other people, many of us have different level of styles as well. Let me give you some examples hopefully I will help someone out today 🤓!

  


 
When I was 13 , I discovered the world of hair manipulation, of course now I’m paying for it due to all the chemicals that have been in my hair. My hair style varies with my mood and my style of the season if that makes sense. I always wanted red hair . So back in 2012 I dyed my hair red and it was the most bad desicion because my hair is damaged from the bleaching but it was beautiful .  
 It did fade really fast and I had to re-dye it often which wasn’t good for my hair. My hair style also varies to wether I want it straight or curly. I have and still struggle with this dilemma if you will. I want to embrace my curls and have long healthy ones but my curls are hideous at times . My hair suffers from heat damage as well, cause there no month that I can go without straightening my hair which has messed up my curl pattern. I have been trying to make it healthy and all that.  

   
Back in 2015 I got my hair braided thinkin it would help and strengthen my hair and it did for the most part. It was a nice change for a few weeks. Loved these things.  

   

I’m not big on getting my nails done but when I do they aren’t all pink and bright . I have my girly days and I have my tomboy days. I always wear make up well eyeliner is a must but other girly things are not a everyday thing.  


 

I’ve dyed my hair so many colors some didn’t look right so there is no record of them or didn’t last longer then a few days . 💇🏽

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BeYouTiful Love Yourself First

 Self-confidence has been my biggest overcoming achievement that I am still perfecting til this day. When I was little I used to be called ugly and picked on.I was never told that I was beautiful by my parents, at least not often. When I was in High school  when,I got my first boyfriend, and we broke up on christmas eve, he ended up going out with a the girl that was two years younger then me, since then it was like maybe I wasn’t pretty enough. I was never the “it”girl. I always did things to make people like me, never knowing if they were really my friends. When I got into the 8th-9th grade I got into this phase,where I would cut my wrist,and strave myself because I just felt really ugly and useless. My self-esteem was very low. My mom and I were nowhere as close as we are now,but it got to a point where my mom was going to give me to DHS because she did not want me anymore. I always thought that having  a boyfriend would give me joy,and happiness,little did I know that I had to find that inside myself. I have lost friends that I have given my last to, I have been made out to be a toxic and destructive person because I was trying to protect someone I cared about dearly . I have been bullied so much,that it made me feel like I was a pointless air of life. I ment a beautiful person,who understood that I wasn’t all the way together,but that with the right guidence and love I’d become a better person.

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  Self-confidence has always been my weakness,because I always placed others first, and when they got mad, I’d stress myself out because I wanted to keep them happy that I was loosing myself.  There will come a point where you will  have to choose Yourself  or unhappiness,and speaking from experince,when you choose others over you it never turns out good. I learned that the first time around. When things are not okay for you,God gives us warning signs,or you get those signs ..that make you realized that  there is Danger in the midst LISTEN!  I promise that it will save you tears and disappointment.  

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I have been doing very well with self love, I often get teased because I take tons of selfies. I am a very humble person, when people tell me I’m beautiful I tend to come off uneasy, I am so used to not hearing it that.. its does not phase me. I have been called ugly my entire life, and when someone did call me beautiful, it was for their own personal gain, just to get what they wanted and leave. I struggle with understanding why I have been single for so long, yes my ways of doing things does not always make sense to others, but my intentions are never bad.  I got into make up and hair to change the way I looked or to hide the real me. Often when you hear about make-up people say ” You can transfrom yourself into anyone you want to be with make-up and clothes”. I felt like make up made me look better, and a different person. I dyed my hair since I was 13, because I wanted people to like me so bad. I am now 25 and I’ve come to realize that life is too short to be something you are not. Love yourself first, because that is all you have in the end. If you want to dye your hair, do it for youself. Loose weight because you want to feel beauiful to do so, not because someone makes you feel ugly!  Love your outside as much as your inside.

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I hope that I uplifted someone who is reading this or if you know someon who is struggling with Self confidence please don’t hesitate them to my blog ! My goal is to empower and make new friends! Women need to be more kind to each other and not easily degrading each other.

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until next time

❤ Mxdbreed

 

Pineapple Express Recap HP

Another amazing week has came and gone. I was suppose to enjoy this weekend but of course I was at home. My favorite fruit is Pineapples🍍. I love them diced, Popcicle form, whole and slices . They’re sweet but tart taste is just so good for your body, but too much for you is not good either.  I was so happy to finally use this kit because I’ve been holding on to it for so long. Xo.mamaplans has just amazing kits for a great price! Which I could buy her whole shop but that’s not that simple. Yellow and green was the theme for this week in my Happy planner! 🍍

  
I love how it came out! Just beautiful. 

🍍 xo.mamaplans

🍍 Stickwithmeshop 

🍍emojis

🍍loveforstickers

🍍 happy planning designs 

  
  

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Happy Planner Valetine’sDay Recap

  Another look at last weeks events and festivities in my Happy Planner. I truly loved the WILD ABOUT U Darice sticker book. The characters have lettermans jackets on like university jocks super cute. It was not your typical pink and red scheme. It was more vibrant and neon color palette that I enjoyed so much!  Last week was very off and on. Midweek started off really bad and ended bad. 

  
I think my favorite part about this spread has to be the Giraffes. Their cute jackets just give this jungle fever spread more personality.  I added the cute little owls into the spread because you can’t have an animal party without Owls!🐦

  
The week started off snakey but had some highlights in it. Roman Harper #41 of the Carolina Panthers liked one of my graphics and it just made a bad day great.  Had quiet of bit of graphic design requests that needed to be done . Stickers used on first  half(stores can be found on etsy); Libbieandco,Stickwithmeshop,Fleur De Lis Planners and HappyPlanningDesigns.

  

The second half of the week was somewhat slow but stil busy in away. Updated my portfolio , requesting  recommendations from previous mentors and clients.definelt had my share of birthdays this week. Stickers used for the second half of the week ; owls from the dollartree,Stickwithmeshop ,Libbieandco and erincondren sticker book . 

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Hope you planner girls enjoyed the recap please feel free to comment spread ideas or thoughts. Would love to do a collab or something with someone. Follow me on Instagram @mxdbreed_580 and follow my graphic design gram @mxdbreedgraphix

BeYouTiful inside and Out

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   I have been doing alot of thinking about some of the things I will be talking about here on my blog, and lately I have been doing a lot of “planner “related things, and for the longest time my first serious addiction was Panties & Make-up! I miss those addiction lol.. I will be starting a new set of posts as well as planner related but as you see on the title of the post “BeYoutiful” basically sharing stories and taking you guys on my journey of self confidence, beauty and fashion, as well as brands that I love to use or reviews on new products.It is very important for women to uplift each other no matter what race you are, or religon your maintain. I believe in supporting those who feel like there is not another person going, or been through a particular situation. I am not a very popular blogger, for I just recently got into blogging this way, as well as vlogging. I do beleive that popularity is not very important if you touch or influence one than your doing your job here on earth.

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Make-Up

One of the most amazing and fun tins a girl could get into. It is safe, and allows you to be creative. You can transform yourself into a whole new person if you wanted to. So many amazing MUA (Make Up Artists) on YouTube and  Instagram.  I always used the basic make up, Eyeliner  since the age of 13. I had a big self confidence issue when I was younger. I just felt so ugly so I thought myself how to apply eyeliner, and it was my way of feeling beautiful to myself. Then a few years ago back in 2011, while I was browsing youtube I came across an amazing and inspiring woman who goes by  Charisma Star and just watching her tutorials and her inspirational reason why she does them is always uplifting.

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 I started my Ipsy subscription  because, of Charisma had mentioned it in one of her videos. I’ve been an Ipsy glambag Subscriber for 3 years now! It is a Monthly $10 subscription , its super worth the $10, especially if your just starting out with using make-up or wanting to start up your collection. Use the Referral link and start your subscription today

Referral Link: https://www.ipsy.com/new?refer=1fdi

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Fashion!

 The one thing that NO ONE can tell you is right or wrong! Your style is yours! It will constantly change throughout your journey of life. When I was in Elementary I loved the color PINK! now you will not see me in anything solid pink it has to have another color complementing it. I used to not like flip flops or shorts and now that I am getting more “girly” I am wearing them occasionally. I love seeing color combos, and what is new, I love shirts with hoods, because they just appeal to me. I love TIMBERLANDS or BROWN boots that favor them, its somethinf about them that truly just make me crave them!  Fashion can be a blessing and a curse as well, I say that because, what looks good on one person does not mean it will look fabulous on you or vice versa. I have to catch myself all the time in stores thinking a shirt is cute or a dress is cute but because I am built thicker and more curvy then others it does not always look appealing. All women go through it where you try to find that perfect piece of clothing and then we get bummed because it does not fit or it is not available in your size. That is okay! Self-Confidence is a KEY factor when it comes to shopping for clothes!

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Deep in thought pt3

Suppose to be sleep and the moment that i try to sleep my mind is ticking away with millions of questions. Heads pounding like someone being beating. I pray everything works in my favor but apparently negativity has spun its course. What’s the point of speaking about true feelings when it’s truly doesn’t freaking matter. It hasn’t been 50/50 on any level of the spectrum. Makin me feel like Bella as if something is seriously freaking wrong with me when all I do is be myself and be the best I can’t be. Maybe understand and truly know the meaning about my feelings and morals …maybe you should ask yourself if you really want to get yourself into a different world then your used to because this length your keep between is worse the shackles on a prisoner. Believe in what this is or leave it alone completely wether shit goes your way or not … Love conquers everything if that’s even what it is… Never question feelings or motives but the constant change in moods is seriously like whiplash. Warüm ist mein Hertz nicht fröh .. Du hast gesagt das du mich liebst ünd das habt ich geglaubt … Schade … Wishful thinking … #fromtheheart #feelings #deepinthought

Valentine’s Day week recap

It’s always been a typical day for me so when February 14th comes around and couple times it’s been better then others but, it’s not a day I have to celebrate.  

Back in December or January a Valentine’s Day planner box  by sugarygalshop was purchased for me and when I received it I was in Awww … I love panda bears 🐼 so much it’s a very symbolic to me.

 

Stickers 

🐼 Sugarygalshop 

🐼 Stickersters 

🐼 Papermateflair red & black 

🐼 Happy Planning Designs