When you only have 48 hours left of 2015 and you are doing your last reflection on what you did, what you could’ve done, and haven’t done, Then realizing even though I haven’t done what i wanted to I am still above ground breathing and willing to try harder to no make the wrong desicions again. 2015 was a eye opener for me, I’ve watched people who say they love me just show their true colors. Seen with my own eyes, how a significant other can act as a stranger and not give two damns about how it affected you. I watched how family memembers rather keep friends closer who do them wrong then family that just wants you to be okay. Ive watched how someone can be in constant confusion and always going back to their past because they hope it would change… but alreayd knowing the outcome. I’ve been victim to so much this year because I allowed it, when I should have been protecting me from all thats wrong and harmful. I learned an awesome new trait to help my life in guiding me in a right path. I have perfected some things as well as having to tweak some other areas. I learned that I shall not give in to something that I dont feel it right no matter who wants me to do something, and if they don’t understand or like my choice then they are not ment for my life. I watched my favorite NFL football team strive for excellence regardless who doubted them. Beleive in YOURSELF and watch what YOU”RE capabable of.. Thank you 2015 for helping the modifications of my every extistence how I see, feel, and defend what I stand for. I love those in my life.. love those who have left. I love myself more then I used to.. and I am okay if I have to go into 2016 alone because as long as God has my back I am good.
Happy Planner New Years Printable from SheFullFaith her Instagram or Facebook
Erin Condren Life Planner New Years Eve Printable from MonicasMarvel
Christmas is finally OVER! all the after christmas sales are going on, as well as getting ready for the new year! Lets look back at what all happened Christmas week! Eventhough it was a very unnormal christmas because family was missing we were still all together. Monday the 21st was kinda dry running around with family getting last minute shopping done for Christmas eve. Tuesday two planner buddy boxes came into my mail box! WOOT WOOT thanks! Wednesday cleaned the house, got nails done with my Sister -in-Law. ChristmasEve (The day we celebrate German Tradition) enjoyed all my family memeber opened presents and enjoyed a memory that was super memorable. My Stepbrother proposed to my Sister-in -Law and it was very awesome. Christmas Day awesome storm came and kept us close in doors.. as well as for Saturday and Sunday.
The Theme for my Erin Condren was Peace On Earth Darice Sticker Book. Used some stickers from PlannerBowtique,LoveforStickers,Kawaiiislandgurl,Xo.SimplyKish,and SweetkawaiiDesign.
Happy Planner theme was Northern Bound Darice Sticker Book. Used some Stickers from ; PrintsByPaisley,PlannerBowtique,hallmark,PlannerStickies,Kawaiiislandgurl.
I am trying not to be on this funk today! Like I have the cloud of loneliness covering my thinking space… Like how hard is it to be real to the one you care about? No relationship is perfect which I know this… But I truly rather be alone then be with someone who feels like they will never loose you! 😡it’s just madness. I can’t be with someone who doesn’t ever see what they are doing wrong or incapable of taking responsibility for the actions! I feel like I’m going to never know what love is due to what I thought but did not do nothing but leave me shattered! 💔I’m only 25 I know there more disappointments to come I’m prepared for that just hate that it’s always from the people I defend and protect the most. I can’t say “I LOVE YOU “ if it’s not going to define the same way that it sounds when you say it to me. I do not consider myself a terrible mate I just know what I want and what I do not want. I will not need someone who is insecure and gets jealous of every man who looks my way or says I’m sexy! I know my worth and my value words from anyone other then loved ones don’t mean shit to me. … If you do not cherish what you have at home while it’s there do not get mad when it is being treasured by someone else …. 💨just got a lot on my mind …
” It’s very lonely at the top”a very common phrase when the path of success is in your grasp. I’ve watched every game wether its on tv or staying up to date with my awesome ESPN app or live streams on the internet, and the Carolina Panthers have done extraordinary this season. I have been a Carolina Panthers fan for a very long time.I enjoyed watching Cam Newton at Auburn, as well, but the thing about this organization is that the players understand the concept of loyalty, trust, and teamwork. No single player is better then the other, because without one the team is not whole. I love that they are respectful and very humble.
This past week the Carolina Panthers took on the New York Giants at 12:30 pm in New Jersey. The game in its self had fans and players of both sides on edge. It was such a close call for many different results,as one point of the game I honestly thought the Cardio Cat was going to lose, not because they weren’t playing but because there were so many Bogus calls and so much craziness on the field that I was going to have a heart attack. Josh Norman and Odell Beckham Jr. were both in the wrong for the way they were playing on the field, because they do not just represent themsleves nor the team they play for but the league as well. I understand the feeling and the compettive aspect of sport , but there is just a way to conduct yourself on and off the field.
Gano kicking the winning field goal that place the tied score of 35-35 to 38-35 which placed the Carolina Panthers at the #1 spot as well as 14-0 and ready to take on the Atlanta Falcons again.
- I don’t know any rights to the images used for this post, nor is it sponsored by anyone just a simple fan expressing her gratitude and love for her favorite Football team
December has been full of ups and downs but, the one thing I can say I still have my beautiful mother around. If I can’t spend christmas with anyone else.. I’m blessed to spend it with her! It’s scary that Next Week is already 2016! not sure that I am ready for it but, I am not scared to much. I am happy that my family is healthy and taken care of for the most part! As usual its a new Plan week so I had to make sure the organization and professionalim is still at its best.
HeidiSwapp Christmas Week
Happy Planner Chrismas Week Ft.Northern Bound Darice Sticker Book,PrintsbyPaisley,PlannerBowtique,KawaiiIsland.hallmark
Erin Condren Life Planner Christmas Week Ft. Peace on Earth Darice Sticker Book
YES THATS RIGHT WE HAVE 10 DAYS LEFT TIL CHRISTMAS! HAVE YOU GOTTEN ALL THE GIFTS, OR MAIL OUT ! POST OFFICES, FED EX, AND UPS PLACES ARE GOING TO BE PACKED WITH DELEIVERIES AND PACKAGES, SO MAKE SURE YOU GET ALL THOSE PACKAGES OUT BEFORE MONDAY! IF YOU WANT THEM TO ARRIVE AT THEIR DESTINATION ON TIME.
THERE ARE 10 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS MOVIES, AND SHOWS THAT YOU AND YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN TUNE INTO ON ABC FAMILY, FOX FAMILY,AMC, DISNEY CHANNEL AND HALLMARK! SUPER CUTE MOVIES TO ENJOY! REGULAR SEASON PRO AND COLLEGE FOOTBALL IS STILL GRACING THE TELEVISION! WHO YOU THINK WILL BE IN THE PLAYOFFS? BASKETBALL SEASON IS ON THE MOVE!
COOKIES COOKIES YUMMY COOKIES! ITS NOT CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MAKING COOKIES AND DECORATING THEM. SPRINKLES AND FROSTING! SHAPES AND TRADITIONAL ! STILL GOT TIME TO MAKE COOKIES!
After the attempt to make this planner my Fitness planner I just wanted to just be like BLAH on this planner. Yes Its Super small kinda hard to work with, it was given to me by a special Planner Buddy! So its my duty to make it useful! I love it.. just need to find its purpose. Since I have yet to do a REAL PANTHER FAN SPREAD due to waiting for stickers and supplies to arrive. I decided to place some Panther Love in this Little guy! It came out awesome and we SMASHED those falcons 38-0 which made the Carolina Panthers 13-0
Stickers :PrettySheepy,Foil Butterflies&Flowers, PlannerBowtique,SweetkawaiiDesigns,Stickersters,Plannerstickies,Xo.SimplyKish,PaperStudio,RorysSweetaddictions,WashiTape ChristmasTree,Silver Glitter Pens Pink,Green,Blue Papermate Flair